For the Larry Stillwell Memoral Page

As many of you know, June the 4th marks the anniversary of my Father’s passing. Obviously, if you’re visiting this page, your life has been effected in some way him. I can only tell you what kind of effect this has had on me.

Things have changed drastically in my life in the past year. We had a new baby boy, born on October 8th. Unfortunately, my Pop never got to see him. My Mother has moved out of her house and relocated to Florida. At this point, I don’t have any actual family in the area. I’ve just moved into a new home, and money’s never been tighter.

It’s said that the death of a family member tends to bring the surviving member closer together. I really don’t feel that that has happened, at least not yet. Pop’s death should mean something, but it just doesn’t. No good has come of it. Yes, he’s in a better place, but what about the rest of us?

There were people that were responsible for his passing. I know this to be true and I will not be convinced otherwise. There has been no justice for there negligence, and there apparently never will be. Apparently, those individuals are exempt from their responsibilities when if comes to my Pop. I won’t go into the details. Most of you know them already. Thinking about it just enrages me to such an extent, that it has taken me all day just to write this post.

I will do as I have always done. I will not focus on things I have no control over. I will try not to blame myself for his passing. I will try to move on.

I love you Pop.

Click here for The Larry Stillwell Memorial Page


1 Response to “For the Larry Stillwell Memoral Page”

  1. 1 Guy Evans
    July 21, 2011 at 5:51 pm

    Adam, I think about your dad often and his passing will never get any easier to except. you have two beautiful children who need you and as they get older just think of the things you will be able to share with them about dad/granddad. you are correct in your feelings about what happened and I for one wish there was something I could do to change it. but no one can so we have to accept the reality of it and continue on with our live’s the best we can. god bless you and your family adam

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